I sometimes sit and think while doing nothing of use, like watching youtube or other time wasting past times; what exactly am I doing right now with all of this nonsense, when there are far better pursuits?
Of course, the answer always eludes me, and why I'm doing this over that even when I know which is the better of the two, is a real conundrum. I've got enough motivation to make it from morning to night, otherwise I just wouldn't make it at all. But that doesn't exactly suffice. I've got a personal art project I've been trying to finish now for 8 months. A simple little thing, and I can't seem to find the motivation to work on it. I do know however, that in a competitive environment, I really do achieve quite a bit. It's just not there though when the only thing you're competing with is your own procrastination. Oh well.
In other news, my birthday is coming on the 15th. Yay..? :D I already feel old at 24...:P
And I've been able to pay bills on time these past few months, which is nice to reflect on.
Well, there's my latest rambling thoughts anyways.
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